5. Forgotten While Alive

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Lyrics:

I've got multiple personalities but none of them are me

I've seen happy I've seen tragedy

But for the life of me I can't find me

I've seen the sun dissolve and drown in my calamity

Every smile's a lie every laugh's a cry

I scroll through other people's likes looking for the why

Fingers on the pulse heartbeat's out of sync

Where did I disconnect what severed the link

What the fuck what happened where did I go

I'm lost inside my own mind completely alone

Ripped from myself no goddamn soul

Tracing outlines of a ghost I used to know

I wear a thousand faces all borrowed all untrue

Lies cries and flies a rage filled stew

The water reflects but it's an imposter I see

A hollow disguise set to a false melody

Every smile's a mask every laugh's a role

I scroll through lives trying to find my soul

Fingers twitch but my soul won't respond

Where did I short out what went wrong

What the fuck what happened where did I go

I'm lost inside my own mind completely alone

Ripped from myself no goddamn soul

Tracing outlines of a ghost I used to know

I claw at ambiguity but it won't concede

I beg for a name some light to lead

I'm stitched from dreams but sewn with shame

A body that moves but forgets its own name

No closure no cure no time to adjust

I fade into nothing I hide in disgust

I scream for identity but get no reply

I vanish in silence too broken to die

I vanish in silence

Forgotten

While alive