5. The Clown

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Lyrics:

Sometimes I feel the noose around my neck

Sometimes I watch my wrists bleed out onto the deck

Sometimes the weight just floods my mind

It breaks me down

And I can't press rewind

This life keeps beating me down

It's a joke I'm the clown

I fight back but there's no relief

I scream for peace

But it won't leave

What the fuck

Why can't I feel

Any more

Sometimes I dream of falling from the sky

Sometimes I sit and plot a new way to die

Sometimes the storm consumes my head

It makes me cry

And I'm left asking why

This life keeps beating me down

It's a joke I'm the clown

I fight back but there's no relief

I scream for peace

But it won't leave

What the fuck

Why can't I feel

Any more

You leave me

Deceive me

You leave me

Believing

Your lies your shit

Forget it

I can live with it

Sometimes I feel I've lost control

Sometimes I swear we share one soul

Sometimes the noise rewires my mind

It makes me cry

Why can't I just fucking die

Why can't I just fucking die