10. All The Same

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Lyrics:

Yeah

I lay in my bed

And think about my day

I realize it's not real

Just memories in my head

I lay and I cry

As I think of what I did

It's pitiful

It's all spit

All the fucking things I did

It's all fucked

All of it

I wish I could think of a way

To wash it all away

I feel stupid

But it's here to stay

If I could have a chance

To live a life that makes sense

Instead of this

A life of bliss

I don't wanna play this game

I don't want this pain

It's all the same

All the same

All the same

Clock on the wall keeps laughing at me

Every tick is a stab in the memory

I replay every word, every mistake

Till the room starts to spin and my bones start to break

I pull the covers over my face

Try to hide from the shame and the taste

Of every regret on my tongue

Still twenty-something and already done

I wish I could think of a way

To wash it all away

I feel stupid

But it's here to stay

If I could have a chance

To live a life that makes sense

Instead of this

A life of bliss

I don't wanna play this game

I don't want this pain

It's all the same

All the same

All the same

I'd burn every page of this story

If the fire didn't live inside me

I'd delete every frame of the film

But the reel keeps turning still

Turning still

If I could have one more chance

To live a life that makes sense

Instead of this

Instead of this

Instead of this

I don't wanna play this game

I don't want this pain

It's all the same

All the same

All the same

All the fucking same

It's all the same

I lay in my bed and it's all the same