The Fourth Horseman (2026)
Lyrics:
Yeah
I lay in my bed
And think about my day
I realize it's not real
Just memories in my head
I lay and I cry
As I think of what I did
It's pitiful
It's all spit
All the fucking things I did
It's all fucked
All of it
I wish I could think of a way
To wash it all away
I feel stupid
But it's here to stay
If I could have a chance
To live a life that makes sense
Instead of this
A life of bliss
I don't wanna play this game
I don't want this pain
It's all the same
All the same
All the same
Clock on the wall keeps laughing at me
Every tick is a stab in the memory
I replay every word, every mistake
Till the room starts to spin and my bones start to break
I pull the covers over my face
Try to hide from the shame and the taste
Of every regret on my tongue
Still twenty-something and already done
I wish I could think of a way
To wash it all away
I feel stupid
But it's here to stay
If I could have a chance
To live a life that makes sense
Instead of this
A life of bliss
I don't wanna play this game
I don't want this pain
It's all the same
All the same
All the same
I'd burn every page of this story
If the fire didn't live inside me
I'd delete every frame of the film
But the reel keeps turning still
Turning still
If I could have one more chance
To live a life that makes sense
Instead of this
Instead of this
Instead of this
I don't wanna play this game
I don't want this pain
It's all the same
All the same
All the same
All the fucking same
It's all the same
I lay in my bed and it's all the same
WRITERS
Nathan Taylor, V1RV$
PUBLISHERS
Lyrics © V1RV$ , The Lost Hymn Records .