11. Plaything

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Lyrics:

Same episode

Same fucking episode

I live my day like a TV show

Say what I think they'd say

Every day it's the same episode

This one is getting old

I look in the mirror

Tell myself what I see

I see the face of pain

Staring back at me

That's me

I think it's all in my head

All of it manifested

All of it regretted, neglected

But true all the same

You beat me at everything we do

You bring the pain to me and spread it around

You think I'm your toy, your plaything

Well screw you

You'll never gonna get it

You'll never get me to

The boundary between love and hate

You set it

At the bottom of love and the top of hate

That's you

Part of the crew but still outside the frame

You smile while you carve my name

Into the armrest of your throne

I'm just the joke you tell when you're alone

Every win you take feels like a knife in my ribs

Every laugh you fake is another year I don't live

I'm done being the punchline, done being the fool

This episode ends tonight, new rules

I thought it was all in my head

All of it manifested

All of it regretted, neglected

But it's true all the same

You beat me at everything we do

You bring the pain to me and spread it around

You think I'm your toy, your plaything

Well screw you

You'll never gonna get it

You'll never get me to

The boundary between love and hate

You set it

At the bottom of love and the top of hate

That's you

I was background noise

You were the main character

I was your little toy

Now watch me burn the theater

Screw you

Is that all you got

Fuck You

You beat me at everything, Not anymore

You brought the pain, now here's mine at your door

Thought I was your toy, your plaything

Look at me now, Fuck You

I finally get it

I finally drew

A brand new boundary between love and hate

And guess who's on the other side

That's you

Same episode's over

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